Needing to vent, no idea what we will do 😭

Kaitlyn • Mommy of 2: Addyson Rose 03/27/18, baby # 2 due Dec 2019

I’m due this week, and I’ve been feeling very off today.. my husband and I had to move last year, two states away from all family for his work. We have no friends, relatives, or anyone that lives near by. We have a 19 month old daughter, and we no longer know what we are going to do when I go into labor. 😭 I had made a close friend through my work (daycare) that said she would come if it was during the night, and hang out so we didn’t have to wake out little babe. We even offered to pay her, but she has recently become very distant and has decided she isn’t up for doing that anymore. If I go into labor during the day no big deal out daughter is at daycare, but now I’m so stressed.

What do I do if u were to go into labor tonight? I don’t want to give birth to our child by myself😭 my husband doesn’t want to miss the birth of our son but I don’t think my daughter could be in the room.

Thanks to anyone listening, I’m just so frustrated, and tired. I don’t know what to do 😭