Not technically baby related.... But

It's been a hell of a... Well 5 years. I started using meth 5 years ago. Lost everything, including my oldest son. (He lives with my parents now).

But one year ago today, I was sooooo high, homeless and actively trying to kill myself.

I fell. An entire story, out of an attic, broke all of my left side of my body. Got to the hospital and found out I was pregnant.

I have been clean since that day.

Now I have an almost 6 month old and a 16 year old. They are my world and reason I keep fighting every.single.day.

I just had to share. It's hard to be excited about it, but I think it's a good thing to be proud of myself.