Okay. So not to be dramatic, but I need to know I’m not alone in this(hopefully)

It’s been a few weeks now since egg retrieval. And since then, I have been in a weird emotional state. I feel super on edge, like I need to burst out into tears but I am not sad and can’t cry, no matter how much I try 😂 because I do think I need a good ugly cry moment to shake this feeling. I haven’t transferred an embryo yet because I’m waiting for my period to start to start the transfer medications.... so I’m not on anything right now but my lexapro and vitamins. Definitely not pregnant. Probably pmsing but I’ve NEVER experienced this much emotion I feel like... that homesick feeling.. like it’s nerves? Idk. I’m rambling now. Has anyone experienced this? Is it maybe me still coming off the hormones? Again I’m not sad I actually have a lot of good going on around me for once. Genetic testing came back great and I have 6 good embryos and only one non viable one.. So WHAT. IS. THIS?!