Well, I've caught him 7 TIMES sexting other girls. First time, it was his ex. Telling her "I just want to kiss you all over and hold you in my arms whenever I see you"....keep in mind this bitch was at our house giving my kids her hand me downs, little did I know that was happening. He also went over there to pick up clothes once. He came home pretty fast but something still probably happened. Then next time, he was caught messaging 2 axes at the same time. Then a random girl. Then 2 random girls. Then 2 more while I was pregnant last year. Weve been together 10 years. So basically once a year I catch him. Now, any normal woman would leave. I have depression and anxiety so I'm weak. I keep thinking he will change. And he puts doubts in my mind that it is even cheating. Which I think it is. He does not. Anyway, I told him if he did it again, I was actually done. I've become so numb that I don't care anymore. So he promised it wouldnt happen again (LOL). Anyway, he was in his Instagram messages the other day, and went to hit the back button but instead very quickly hit the button to turn his phone display off. Like he didnt want me to see the list of messages. I cant just take his phone, because it will start a huge fight and he wont let me see it. I'm hoping he leaves it and I can look at it just so I can be done with all of this. How pathetic is my life lol I just wanted to let you girls know that there is someone else out there more pathetic than you are, and I am that person lol my life is a joke. At least my kids are amazing I guess. I hope whenever divorce happens, its easy on them :/