Please HELP.

Asking for an anonymous post.

Looking for some guidance, prayers, anything.

Would you stay in a marriage for your kids? We’ve been together since high school. We have FIVE beautiful children from teenager to an infant...we fight CONSTANTLY. In front of our kids too. I’m a stay at home mom, I have no family to help. We say mean and hurtful things to eachother and most days he brings out the worst in me. He refuses counseling. What do I do? I’m so lost.