Going back to work

I feel horrible saying this but I am so ready for my baby to get here so I can go back to work. I have had a long and crazy pregnancy. In and out the hospital because my little girl is stubborn and has been trying to come out for months. I’ve been on bedrest and not working since I was 3 months. I’m now 7 and my doctor is saying she’ll be here early in January. I am so ready to go back to work, I’m tired of being in bed, I’m stressed and depressed from just laying here all day while my boyfriend works two jobs just to support us. Don’t get me wrong I am so ready to have my little girl in my arms and I do want to be able to be home to spend time with her but doing nothing all day sucks. I can barely clean my house because I’m hurting and getting back in bed. Forget me walking our dogs or doing much with them, my poor boyfriend does all that for me. I lay in bed and sleep most of the time and it’s starting to drive me insane. Anyways rant over I’m just depressed today I guess and I miss work and my friends.