Am I crazy

Be

So today I decided I wanted to switch my midwife to the one I saw one time and jumped on all my test results called after hours to tell me to get me seen right away just was there and didn’t take my mess cause this pregnancy I’m not on it like I should with doctor appointments as to my other midwife don’t call me don’t do nothing I’m already sad my doctor from my first two moved who I felt so comfortable with my entire family was seeing her now I have to find someone new so I’m thinking this midwife am I crazy should I just keep the one I been seeing