I had a miscarriage back in January at the 6 week mark.... got my BFP a couple weeks ago and have been trying not to stress. 6+4 today. Last Friday night started with the brown stringy discharge and it has pretty much continued off and on (mostly off) ever since. Well this morning I went to the bathroom and it was actual blood, and clots. I think I’m having another miscarriage and I just don’t get it. I am a 40 year old mama, but had my last one at 37. I’m healthy. And I just want one more... but maybe it’s not my time.

Anyhow, my first prenatal appt is scheduled for tomorrow at 3 and I’m trying to get in earlier but as of now the dr has nothing and the office doesn’t seem concerned at all. Which is also upsetting. But it is what it is. If it’s really happening, they aren’t going to be able to stop it.

Prayers for surprising news tomorrow at the dr, but I have to be honest I’m not overly optimistic. Right now I just want to lay in bed and cry....