I turned 40 this October.

I am in 6 years into a loving relationship where we planned on conceiving this season.

3 of my close friends are expecting children.

1 month ago I was diagnosed with bilateral breast cancer.

1 week ago I had a double mastectomy after multiple tests found dozens of cancer sites all over my chest. They took my lymph nodes too.

I am still pending on Chemotherapy.

I must freeze my eggs.

This is my worst fear. I know I have to get well first.

Looking for a glimpse of hope for natural conception... A tiny little hope