This may be goodbye

Laura 💑 👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻💙💙

Went to my dr 2 weeks ago for my 7 week ultrasound and all was good. Heartbeat was 97 which dr said was normal. We have had 2 miscarriages since feb 2019 so she wanted us to come in today for our 9 week ultrasound. The baby was much bigger measuring right on target but the tech said she couldn’t find the heartbeat. My dr said she can’t wrap her mind around it and in her heart she isn’t 100% that it’s a miscarriage but still doesn’t want us to get our hopes up. We have to go to the hospitals prenatal office for another ultrasound tomorrow to confirm. I’m so tired of getting to this point in pregnancies just for it to end. It’s hard to get excited. Now I’m confused more than ever since my dr said she can’t wrap her head around it since baby grew exactly what it needed to in the last 2 weeks and I’ve had morning sickness daily even today, using bathroom every night, no cramping.