Exes and Crushes

Tashaun

Hey guys💕 sooo... I use to go out with this boy his code name is Tree Boy for a solid like almost three weeks than it stopped because someone pretended to be me in a conversation saying I broke up with him cuz we didn’t trust each other blah blah blah. His girl best friend who is also my friend sent him sc of the fake convo and the next day I saw him he ain’t talk to me and ignored me the whole day. Meanwhile I’m oblivious to the whole situation and when I ask him what’s wrong he laughed in my face. So we go the whole day no talking then he text me saying we had to talk and explained all that stuff to me and I ended up breaking up with him because if I would have never said anything he would have went on not talking or addressing problems he had with me. After I broke up with him everybody like oh “ y’all need to get back together”, “ you know you miss him”, and talking about how they think why we broke up is dumb when they don’t even know why we broke up.

I already told him in the beginning that he had one mess up and that’s it because I have been done wrong and already have trust issues and didn’t want a relationship but I put my feelings and insecurities aside for him just for him to basically throw it in my face. So here is wher so get to the point... he asked me if we could get back together I told Him “ I’m not ready for another relationship especially with him.” He said ok. But...

I like somebody else meanwhile I have been asked out by millions of boy right after I broke up with him. My now (ex bbf) boy best friend told me he had feelings for me two his code name is Shortstacks 🥞 but I told him the same thing I’m not ready for a relationship. Few days pass and he asks me if we talk I say “no.” Cuz we don’t and I already told him my situation and how I just got out a relationship.

He hasn’t talked to me since but I hear from multiple people that he started telling people that “he ain’t really like me and he only like my a**” and funny thing is I ain’t told him I ain’t want a relationship only because I like one of his close friends 😬🤫 call him TD cuz he the QB on the fb team. That’s who my crush is and I ain’t want to hurt his feelings because now I’m starting to think hey may be cousins or something idk cuz I never really talked to TD 🏈

My question is would I be wrong If I would shoot my shot with TD? Even though he’s close to my ex boy best friend who started talking bout me. And would I also be wrong since I told Tree Boy🌳 and Shortstacks 🥞 I didn’t want to date but now I like TD 🤷🏽‍♀️ IDK I’m very confused and it’s been bothering me lately.