Struggling with extreme Fear and Anxiety!

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Hey all, I’ll be 6 weeks tomorrow and I have zero symptoms... I mean none at all I feel completely normal and it’s making me soooo fearful. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks in August after previously having a healthy full term baby and it hit me had. I was completely devastated and shocked and medically and mentally I knew miscarriages happen all the time and it’s normal and so so common, but I never thought it would happen and especially not after having a completely

Healthy baby. It was extremely terrible and I had to have a D&C. I still struggle with that loss. It was at my first ultrasound that I found out my baby had no heartbeat, I was so excited to see my baby and it was the first time I was going to get to see him and all I hear in my head over and over now is “I’m sorry I’m not seeing a heartbeat” it rings in my head and I replay it over and over, he measured perfectly at 9 weeks but had no heartbeat. I have a ultrasound next weekend I’ll be 7 weeks 2 days and I’m so terrified, I’m not even excited because I’m so afraid of hearing that again. Having zero symptoms truly makes me feel like I’m not pregnant and that it’s not real and that there’s something wrong. I’m just so afraid, I pray at least 10 time a day. My tests keep coming out positive with dark lines but it still doesn’t give me any reassurance! So afraid! Has anyone has zero pregnancy symptoms and felt not pregnant at all and everything ended up being perfectly fine!? I could really use some encouragement!