Hoping this to go perfect, had a miscarriage on the 25th June 2018 went for my 12 week scan and found out baby was only 9 weeks 6 days and had no heart beat and I had a missed miscarriage, I’m so happy to be pregnant now but I’m so scared and seem to be shutting my feelings down as I don’t want to hear the news again I’m so petrified about going for my first scan incase it’s just like the last, I know I shouldn’t think like that I’m only a few weeks now but I’m so scared