Questioning my Faith

Lately, I’ve been questioning my faith and I don’t know how to fix it. It’s been really rough and by really rough I mean I’m about to go meet God himself. What should I do about questioning my faith? I know he does everything for a reason, but I just don’t see the reasons anymore. Earlier this year, I have seen the reasons of why he took this person or that person out of my life but he took two people out of my life and I don’t see why he took them out especially since we’re were the closest of friends. Comment some advice please. I need a lot of advice. ❤️