Feeling down and sick

So as I lay here in my bed with a horrible cold I winder to myself, when will it be our turn. I’m doing everything right and still yet we can’t be blessed with conceiving. I’m so tired of wondering feeling down and seeing literally everyone I know around me pregnant and having babies. I swore to myself that I absolutely 100% wouldn’t test until my missed period, of course that didn’t stick. I waiting until my trigger was gone and have been testing every day. I thought I saw something. I was wrong. Lord please bless us with a baby. All I want for Christmas is two pink lines. Lord hear my prayer 🙏