I HATE BEING PREGNANT

I honestly just want to enjoy just one pregnancy without being sick throughout the whole pregnancy.. this is my 3rd time being pregnant & the last two I was literally sick up until giving birth 😢 I see so many people complaining about not having any morning sickness & Oooo how I wish it was me 🙁 I don’t understand why I’m so sick every pregnancy the doctors try everything for my morning sickness but nothing ever works I just have to deal with it.. I actually hate the fact that I forget how sick I be until I’m pregnant again . I’m not trying to be a bad mother I just wanna actually enjoy being pregnant without being sick 24/7 , throwing up about 4 times a day & laying around in bed the whole time.. I was so sick in my last pregnancy I couldn’t even find the strength to shower or bush my teeth most of the time 😔 please don’t judge me I’m just venting ..