FTM 🛑

Has anyone had anxiety over leaving their baby with someone (like my mother or in laws) I know they will do such a great job with him but I’m scared he will freak out or have a breakdown. I haven’t left him more than an hour I’m so scared to leave him a few hours 😢 is it normal to feel like this.. I EBF and I’m contemplating taking a break and giving him to my mother or MIL so we can have a date night 😔 feeling very discouraged. My fiancé says everything will be OK which I know it will be but it’s Soooo much harder for me because we spend every second together and have never been separated. January I’ll be starting school up again to finish my bachelors and I will have to leave him 4 days out of the week for a few hours any advice?