Body image struggles...

I’m really having a hard time with my body lately. The most major change has been to my breasts and they were always sort of the one thing that made me feel good. I haven’t been fitted since I got pregnant because I’m literally afraid of what size they will say I am. I’m confident I’ve gone up at least three cup sizes. My breasts have never been real perky or part of the teeny tiny nipple club but I liked them. Now they are just hanging so low and my areolas are humongous. My areolas are swelling on and off and all the extra blood flow and veins showing literally makes my breasts look purplish. The only good thing is that at least they are full, but I know they will probably become deflated after breast feeding. I’m glad to go through these changes for my child of course but it’s getting difficult to face a mirror.