I am 5 wks preggo...not real worried about losing it, usually my pregnancy work out but I did just lose my little sister/daughter (my husband and I were raising her for last 5 years)as she decided life was to hard and I can't help but think she is the reason I'm pregnant. She knew for last 3 years we were trying and always said we have to wait till she moves out ...we never even came close to getting preggo then 2 months after she passes I am? I'm thankful I think but also just real upset still she left us and would rather just have her back as now I had gotten used to the idea of not having anymore children. 😔 I'm just so confused mentally. Btw I have had 4 children (1 is in heaven with my little sis due to having down syndrome that caused major heart defects).