to my crush

i have liked u for literally 2 years or so and i want to tell u how i feel but i’m just so scared to because i feel as if u aren’t going to feel the same way ;( the thing that makes me mad is that one day when we hang out i start to think u may have feelings for me but then the next day at school , u act like u don’t know me and u don’t talk to me unless i talk to u. last year when i thought u may like me u ended up liking my bestfriend and it made me so upset i just wanted to cry and cry and cry. i literally cry in the shower and cry myself to sleep every night because i know that i don’t and will never have a chance with u. i have tried to get over u but it’s just so hard ur so sweet, respectful, adorable, and so funny. i don’t know what to do now because supposedly u like someone in our group but i 110% think that is IS NOT me, it’s just so heartbreaking. i literally dug up this big hole when i started liking u and ever since then i couldn’t get out no matter how much i try. if u read this whole thing then ur a real one and i really thank u!! if u have any advice please comment thank u so much