My husband and I have been trying for a year with no luck, so last week I saw a new obgyn. I had no idea what to expect, but thought it was just going to be a conversation about what steps we’ll take. Instead i had bloodwork done that day, he ordered an ultrasound done, plus an xray with dye shooting up inside me, and I got a cup for my hubs to fill up and take in for analysis. It was a lot to take in.

All in all, I’m really nervous about all this. Even the dr said “the best thing that could happen would be you get pregnant this cycle and we don’t have to do any of this.” The hardest part is that I really don’t have anyone I can talk to about it. I haven’t wanted to tell many people that we were trying, with the exception of my best friend, who of course got pregnant the first month after going off of birth control! Very happy and excited for her, but it’s tough to share much of what I’m dealing with.

I know many of you ladies have been trying longer than I have, but I’d love to find some other supportive women who are struggling and maybe even some others who are diving into this world for the first time.

In the meantime, let’s just blow baby dust all over the place!