2020 resolution

Is to be a better person. Fuck losing extra weight. Fuck anything other than just being a more grateful, caring, generous, loving person.

I spent most of this year upset with my SO’s wrongs but forgot to look at myself. I didn’t believe I was in any wrongs until I thought more deeply and realized how it caused a chain reaction into my SO not always acting the best to me. I’ve realized I’ve been selfish in many aspects. Maybe it’s because I’ve been in abusive relationships before, and now always kept the “things will be my way this time” mentality. But there’s no reason for me to be like that anymore. I’m going to try my best to put love before anything 💗💗