I don’t deserve this 😞

My baby boy is due in 4 months and I’ve been able to get the nursery done pretty quickly. I was so excited to get all of this for him (even though the nursery isn’t 100% done) I can’t believe how cute it’s coming along. But all of a sudden, today I felt guilty for having all this. Like I don’t deserve to have any of it. My sisters never had a nursery for their kids so why do I have one? I’m afraid that they and others will see me as privileged or spoiled. They have already said I’m too selfish to have children. So maybe I am....maybe they’re right?