My partner of, Two years has never preformed oral sex on me. I always preform oral sex on him and he prefers oral a lot. I love giving him pleasure through oral. But, recently I’ve NOT been enjoying giving my partner oral. Because, I recently found old emails/text messages from his last relationship before me. In these message conversations I discovered my partner loved giving oral to his ex-girlfriend at the time. He ranted/raved about, how much he enjoyed going down on her. And absolutely loved eating out her pussy. Even after, they broke up he sent her several messages stating he missed going down on her. I got extremely upset reading this because, I’ve discussed my desire to get oral from him. He made very clear to me his dislike of, going down on female. He wouldn’t even consider it at all. As well, avoids the topic.