I miss him

I miss my boyfriend so much it hurts. He's in air force bootcamp right now and it's hard not being able to talk to him when I want to. It's hard not being able to see him or hug him. There's 26 more days left until I can't see him, but even that seems like so long. I've made it halfway through though so that's an accomplishment. Even though it's been spent crying at times and not coping well. I really want to have him all to myself and cuddle him and do everything with him once I can see him. I know that can't happen yet, though, because his family deserves to spend their time with him during graduation weekend as well. Maybe we'll be able to be alone for a couple hours, maybe not, but it's okay as long as I can be near him for as long as I can. I can't wait to see him, I'll probably cry once I do and it'll ruin my makeup so I'll have to try and hold it in lol. Just 26 more days compared to a lifetime. It's more bearable to think of it like that.