Me Dramatic, or should Bf aknowledge it more?

Every since I got a positive preggers test earlier this week:

I feel like my boyfriend has been in denial and ignoring the pregnancy topic every time I try to bring it up.

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I try to talk about things here and there, not too serious, and I’ve been calm about it... but he’s really dodgy and won’t acknowledge it.

-I feel like he’s in denial, because multiple times he’s been like “no you’re not pregnant, shhh”

When I try and talk about it.

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I’m 18. I need to be able to talk about this and not feel alone.

Maybe I’m sensitive.

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I haven’t seen the doctor yet I go tmrw, so maybe after my visit and confirmation tmrw my bf will acknowledge it and be there for me more emotionally and just listen and help figure out all this pregnancy stuff out with me.

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Don’t get me wrong, he’s hugged me and stuff and told me that it is what it is and that he’ll be there for me 100% and it’d be ridiculous for me to think otherwise. (Which is true he’s so sweet and perfect)

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I think it’s just the shock that I’m pregnant and I wanna have it all figured out right now, and talk about it. I feel like now this baby is 100% priority, and idk how to do any of this alone . I guess I just want more attention on this situation. But he’s just saying we’ll wait until it’s confirmed tmrw and figure it all out. I guess there really isn’t much to talk about until I go tmrw, but I just don’t wanna feel alone and I want to know what to expect for our future. I so I’m an emotional mess. I feel like he’s okay and I’m just wanting more attentions.

It’s been like a WEEK I need to chillax and give him time to show his involvement and efforts when it’s time for all of that. I just kinda wanna research and get help because idk it’s been a week of me finding out I’m pregnant, and I haven’t really changed any diet except drink more water. I’m only taking Tylenol as medicine. Idk I need help y’all. I just don’t wanna do anything to potentially harm our baby just by my ignorant knowledge of pregnancy