Depression rant

I have been struggling hard with post partum depression, I’m on meds for it. And I feel like I’m starting to get better and I want to have another baby soon. I was talking to my mom about it. And she goes “you can barely handle the two kids you have, you always talk about how tired you are and you can’t rely on a man to always be there to help”

I was a single mom to my oldest for his first 5 years of life. And I am also working full time right now still too, I went back to work 8 days post partum.. now I’m feeling very incapable as a mother.. not the outcome I wanted out of that talk..