So tomorrow December 17th I will be turning 40 and will be 8wks 2 days pregnant with our 10th baby (yes there all biological ours of nearly 22yrs no twins 1 daughter in heaven 2 adult children out on there own 6 in the home) tomorrow will also be my 2nd OBGYN appointment for genetics blood work which I'm EXCITED 😁🙌🏼... But I'm sad because today is literally the last day I can say I'm 39. The 30s have been great! A whole decade of up ands downs. I wonder what the 40s hold for me now. I cry every new birthday that started with a new number lol 20s, 30s and now 40. This little one was a complete surprise especially at my age now I thought I had some "age on me" Because my periods have started being off for a few months so I thought maybe the start of change of life. But God had a greater and better plan for us😊. Is it harder in the 40s? I hope I'm not being disrespectful with the age it's just 👋🏻bye bye 30s...👉🏻hello 40s now I'm no young 🐥. I'm so sorry if this in the wrong group I didn't know if it was ok here or go to the over 35 group and I didn't feel comfortable there.