This is my first time pregnant I just found out Dec 11 I'm pregnant. On the 12th I found out I'm likely about 4 weeks, first OB appointment is Jan 3... Well I have smoke marijuana every day for 11 years I'm 28 and I quit when I found out but my boyfriend just smoked some around me and I "shotgunned" his hit (for this that might not know what that is he inhaled it then I inhaled what was left ) I don't think I want to even do that or anything like it again cuz I feel guilty each time. This is my first time being pregnant like I have said, so if anything bad happens I will blame it on those days before I knew and this one moment. Am I a terrible person? 🤪🤪🤪😣😣😔😔😒😒😒