Devastated... depressed... so scared.

Jamie

I’m sitting here in tears. My nurse called me yesterday telling me my results from the glucose test, didn’t really understand a word she said, she didn’t really tell me if I had GD or not. Told me the doc likes the 1st test( no glucose drink) to be under 95, my number was 105. OK. The 2 hour test she didn’t like the number either. The other 2 were fine. She said she wants me to see some

Specialist -I don’t even remember what she said,🙄 I was just alittle in denial I guess? Anyway It didn’t hit me till now when the appointment desk called me to tell me that I need to schedule a appointment for the diabetes class, so I did.😭 I’m so depressed and devastated and beyond scared. I really can’t stop crying. I’ve never went thru this with my other two kids and I am much bigger this time around, makes me even more depressed!! I don’t know what to do. I am now freaked out to have this baby. I am 8 weeks as of tomorrow. Any tips or encouragement from anyone is much appreciated. Thanks for listening to me.