I had a miscarriage in august and during the process had a lot of difficulty dealing with it, but I got right back to wanting to start ttc my 🌈 baby when my body was ready.

However this week has sucked. I cry when I see a pregnant woman. I cry when I think about how I’d nearly be 6 months. I think about how we’d be getting the nursery ready, arguing over names, feeling the little one kicking around.

I’m just having a difficult week and don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to about it. Still here. Still ttc. And missing out on the LO that left too early.