Distraught and confused

So, I’m pregnant! Fives weeks tomorrow. Husband wants to terminate, I want to keep. I’m about to start nursing school and hubby feels it will get in the way of me being successful. No to mention we just had a beautiful baby girl who is now six months old! We’re a Brady bunch family. I have three from previous relationship, 22,20, and 11. He has two from previous relationship. 11 and 9. And as stated earlier, we have a baby girl together! His reservations about this pregnancy is well warranted. But I’m about 88% leaning towards keeping and 12% terminating! I’m so at odds about all this! My appointment to terminate is this Saturday!

🚨 update: God had other plans! I decided to keep but miscarried a month later at 9 weeks pregnant!