So basically I feel worried in some form of way. First off me and my boyfriend just had our first baby we currently live with his parents because him and I went through some stuff and can’t afford a place by ourselves yet. So his parents support us so much (this is there first grand baby) they love him so much they joke around saying if you have another kid we’ll take this one and I laugh but in reality no this baby means the world to me. His parents are already setting up a bank account in his name (he’s 2 months old) his dad just bought him a gold chain necklace over 500 dollars he said, they keep saying they are going to spoil him and they already are. Which I’m grateful that they care so much but I’m honestly worried my baby will grow up loving them more then me. They think this baby is theres. Mind you I’m 26 years old and I know this baby is mine but I feel scared and then I feel bad for my mom because what if he loves this grandma more then the other. That’s not how I want to raise my child favoring people especially grandmas or grandpas. I am the one who carried him for 9 months and on top of all this when I first found out I was pregnant I considered abortion which I’m not proud of and I beat myself up everything for even thinking it. But they knew I considered it and I feel like them knowing that makes them look at my differently or think like oh you are his mother but you didn’t want him. I don’t know I feel dumb for feeling this way but honestly I’m scared he’s going to love his grandma more then me