Nails..heelllppp

Does anyone else get their nails done and immediately ruin them on purpose by picking/biting them off? Idk if my problem is an OCD thing or what. I don’t get fake nails done and haven’t in a long time because I developed an allergic reaction. And usually I bite my nails. But every once and awhile they’ll get long enough to go get shellac (the no chip polish) done, but I’ll want to pick/peel it off within days. Which is such a waste of money, I KNOW! But I can’t help it and that doesn’t stop me. Anyone else have this issue?