Anxiety: I just need to vent

I honestly don’t care if anyone reads this I just need to vent 😂 I have severe anxiety. I take medication for it and go to therapy but it still affects me. Before I started medication I barely left my house for 3 months. Awhile before that I had 3 months of anxiety induced vomiting that was so awful. I’m doing better and I’m able to hold a job but I still have so much anxiety. My muscles hurt from squeezing them all day. I get vestibular migraines when I get anxiety. It hurts my stomach too. I don’t do much except work and lay in bed because it’s all I can manage to do. I feel so depressed that anxiety affects me this much. Most people don’t understand and I feel alone and like I’m not good enough most of the time. I’m sorry I just got home from a bad day at work and I’m feeling down