determined

went to the doctors and weighed 165 pounds, i dont like that. i’ve been going to the gym for a week and i already lost 5 pounds and i’m so happy and determined to finally get the body i want. my friend told me she “knows” im not even gonna make it to january first (as in i’ll stop going to the gym way before then)

that just makes me even more determined to go, and get the body i want. i’m on christmas vacation and i’m already getting highlights in my hair, so i’m determined to go back to school as a new person: new hair, new body, and *hopefully* a license (my test is the day after christmas) im just so determined to get everything i’ve dreamed of having and proving her wrong and needed to post it somewhere