Frustrated.

So with everything going on.. my pregnancy, being sick, and dealing with my aggravating mother.

I know maybe its these emotions. Idk.

Lately I’m getting closer to 20 weeks, and i wanted to make it a fun experience for myself.

After all its MY pregnancy.

Well i noticed that anytime i would announce something about the abby my mom would say things like, “ oh your not showing.” Or oh the baby isnt that big yet your just imagining things.”

( keep in mind Im 19 weeks and i know baby already has been moving.)

Shes been up my ass about my party that i wanted to do, and instead of just being understanding she was being judgemental about how i already planned on doing a gender reveal at work.

( well shes out of town with my stepdad i have no family here.. )

She argued with me that its selfish to do it that way, because i should wait and have a big party later, and how everyone is talking to her about the party and if I’m throwing one instead of just fucking asking me.

I feel like shes jealous that I’m pregnant and she can’t have anymore children.

I mean she got pretty vocal about my decision to do what I wanted for my gender reveal. Just pisses me off that I can’t catch a fucking break with her :/