I hate saying this. I hate feeling it. But I think it’s time for my husband and I to divorce.

We’ve been together for about 2 and a half years. We married very quickly, and not very long after we found out we were expecting. I have always thought that things went so quick for a reason. That God had this planned for us. We have a beautiful 17 month old daughter and she is the light of our lives.

Our marriage has never been perfect. We have fought and argued, never physical. But recently my husband just keeps making me feel more and more worthless. He’s always got some snide comment to say. He always calls me fat. He never compliments me.

Now, I’m not pointing all fingers at him. As I honestly don’t know how hard our relationship is for him. I have bipolar disorder and suffer from depression too. I am in a negative mood more often then not. I recently started taking my medication again to help. But even on my good days when I am in a good cheerful mood, he brings me down.

I don’t want to be a single mother. My parents divorced and I don’t want my daughter to have divorced parents.

But I just don’t think it’s in anyone’s best interest anymore that we stay together. I just need help.

We just moved, I started working part time. But I have absolutely nothing. I sold my house and my truck when we got married. I don’t have anywhere to go, I don’t have a vehicle of my own anymore. I have two dogs and a cat that get in my way of renting. I’m just at a complete loss. I am scared and just don’t know what to do anymore.