I am just having a crappy day today. I was bored out of my mind today, really looked forward to my husband coming home from work.

We were supposed to go look at cars because I need a bigger one with baby on the way.

Long story short, we didn't go. Husband instantly lays in the couch per usual, says he was gunna help cook and bearly helped, I had to basically throw a fit.

Then after he goes back to doing nothing.

The car dealership called him and he find out they are closed tomorrow.

He was really banking on going tomorrow.

Idk, I'm just upset that he is really showing that he doesn't think of me...

He is using this car as an excuse because he didnt get me anything for Christmas.

I know it's pretty selfish of me to be all butt hurt about not getting a Christmas gift but I am truthfully...

😕

I feel very alone. I feel unseen. I really don't want him to be like this when our baby gets here.

Idk this is also bottled up emotions on top of when he was hiding that he was flirting with his old coworker and was going to sneak off in the middle of the night to see her.

And was secretly texting her behind my back and I caught him.

Is he missing her?

But we are having a baby together.

I dont want to think that we went through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> for him to not really want to be with me.

Agh ok I gotta stop. Rant over. 💔 fml