Heading into our 12th cycle TTC. We’ve suffered 1 miscarriage, 1 cervical ectopic pregnancy, & 2 chemical pregnancies in 2019. This was supposed to be the best year. I found out on January 14th that I was pregnant and then it all went downhill from there. March I was pregnant again .. and then September .. and then October .. now we’re in December and I just need so bad to see those 2 lines again .. I really hope that 2020 is our year .. I can’t handle another heartbreak .. maybe I’ll get another birthday baby in January .. I just hope if I do it’s a sticky bean this time 😢😢😢