I cant have sex normally with my husband it's like I am scared but I know he wont hurt me. He loves me and I love him.i just feel so weird when we get frisky. I stress out.could this be a result from when I was raped. Is this all my rapeist s fault that I cant get it on with my husband. That I cant look at myself without being disgusted with what I see. What the fuck is wrong with me