I had an early MC last month and my husband and I were devastated.

We have a 2 year old and we were waiting to TTC until after our wedding the first week of November. It had just felt like everything was falling into place when I had a positive test on 11/20. (I even took like 4 more because I couldn’t believe how perfect it was.) We told our closest family members and friends. About a week later, I started bleeding. 😢

10 dpo today and i took this test first thing in the morning. I can see a faint line... but a positive is a positive right? 🤷🏼‍♀️

I am excited, don’t get me wrong, but I’m so so nervous and fearful. I don’t want to tell anyone (other than my husband of course) and I feel guilty that I’m not as excited as I should be or as I was last time. The anxiety outweighs it all.

I don’t have a question or anything. Just needing to get this out there.

Prayers are appreciated. Merry Christmas everyone! God bless you all.