Shocked...already in my second trimester

SLC • FTM, due feb 15,2019

So i just learnt yesterday that i was pregnant. Made urgent appointment with my gynecologist who advised i should do a scan to determine baby’s gestational age . Turned out to be i am already 14weeks and meaning in my second trimester. Couldn’t believe i spent 3 months literally feeling nothing.

I am so nervous now since i have a 11 month old already and i feel i will miss all his growing moments being busy with this surprise pregnancy. Any moms who had babies this close and how was your experience?

Appreciate this community to help me express freely.