Accepting infertility?

When we first started trying, I didn’t get too upset about my period. I think about the 6-8 month mark of TTC something changed and I got so upset with my period coming. I would literally have a mental breakdown and think of all the people that got pregnant before me And will continue to get pregnant before I do.

Now that we are in full blown infertile status even after RE treatment, I still get upset when my period comes, but I don’t have nearly the mental breakdown that I used to have. Don’t get me wrong- I have a bad 2 days or so but I think now I’ve accepted the fact that we might never have children and this is my life. Anyone else?!