I'm unhappy in my current relationship. There was a point in time not even 2 months ago where we were always happy and smiling, I felt on top of the world, but as the holidays have came around its become very apparent that neither one of us are happy, I just want to do cute things, take pictures together, go do something fun (put put, go karting, bowling, anything) but he never wants to. I always feel like I'm being compared to his ex behind my back, they always did fun stuff, and got pictures together. I just want the same amount of effort put into this relationship as his last. I'm already insecure because im not half as pretty as she was but he never reassures me, or tells me I'm beautiful.

As today is Christmas I got him a Nintendo switch, because thats what hed been dying to have, and didnt even get a thank you, i know she always got him 600$ presents, but im not as fortunate, i have bills to pay. Im just so frustrated because at the end of the day im always left feeling like I'm not as good to him as she was. I just want to be happy, but at this point I dont even know.

EDIT: Sorry this is so scattered, I just typed every thought as it came into my head.