We’re so stupid 😭

So I had a couple of drinks for the first time in a year last night and me and my fiancé decided to have sex. It was our last condom and after we finished we noticed it had broken 😒

I’m hoping because it was just once were good but you know what we all tell young teens “it only takes one time”

We would actually love two babies close in age but I’m still in a lot of pain from SPD 11w pp so I couldn’t imagine coping with another pregnancy so soon.

I’m breastfeeding so does this slightly reduce the possibility?

It was a true accident but I feel like such an irresponsible idiot 😭