Hey ladies first of all english is not my first language so excuse me for the mistakes!

Second i don’t know how to start or what to say but i’ve been with my bf for 3 years at first it was too good to be true then it turned to hell 😭 alottt of things happened i don’t even have the energy to tell.. i’m so hurt i feel like everything was a lie since narcissists only love themselves💔

He abused me also emotionally, verbally and physically u know the rest when they start apologising and expressing how much they love you and they’re sorry..it’s like an emotional rollcoaster i feel insane and i don’t know if i’m overreacting!! I don’t know what to do i fear abondenment i fear if i will regret it i don’t know ho to leave he made me insecure and crashed my self esteem!!!!

The saddest thing is i feel that i love him he’s my priority in life i will do anything to see him happy i support him all the way he’s my bestfriend and we have the greatest memories but he’s selfish sometimes and he have a bad temper...

I’m feeling so lonely and unhappy please help me to do the right thing!!! I have a problem i can’t let go this why i feel it’s so hard ro move on!!!😭💔

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE KIND AND HELPFUL WORDS I CAN DO IT!!💘💘💘