I hope its allowed but recently have been down as I have had no ttc luck and I laid here in tears writing this maybe some ttc'ers out there can kind of relate. Thanks

Well you try and you try but there's nothing inside no nothing within the tears fall down like rain

No life growing inside behind the smile the pain lies you just want to be a mom so bad

You want a little one to hold to take care of as you grow old you've got time but oh how you want one now

They'll have mom and dad's eyes lots of piggyback rides they won't be spoiled but have all they need

But you lay there in bed thoughts fill your head you have a great man but feel incomplete .

You lay around with a frown

You want to feel the little one grow

Still , you've got time they say..you know.

But that doesn't change that you feel so strange. And long to have little feet and hands to hold.

You've longed to feel a life Grow, for half of your own but still no luck you wonder what's wrong with you.

You try and try but each time you just cry or lie in bed just feeling down you want to be a mom and he wants to be a  dad. Maybe it will work the next time around

You feel it never will but you keep trying still

Though you feel you'll never have a little person.

This months chance is almost gone you try to be strong but you're so used to things going sour

Nothings going right you wish that it might but it never does its what you're used to before you know it you'll be a dried up useless flower.

You try to be glad and not be sad but its hard when You just want to be a mother.

A little one to hold to raise as we grow old even if we'll always have each other.

Oh how I'd just love to be a mother

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