Miscarriage

2 months ago I found out I was pregnant with baby number 3 I was overwhelmed of course who wouldn’t be right ? I was so excited because this time we were really trying to get pregnant . So I called the doctors office told them about the news they had me come in to confirm the pregnancy an check my hcg levels an all that good stuff . So as I sat in the room waiting for good news , I prayed and asked god to protect my baby from any harm . Few minutes later the doctor came an said “ congratulations “ your pregnant I was so emotional I held it together though I didn’t want to make it a big deal after all I had 2 other kids at home but something about this pregnancy was just different and it meant so much to me . The doctor than told me that my human chorionic gonadotrophin aslo known as “ hcg “ level was very low and they want to keep an eye on me and told me to come back 2 days later to see if it goes up because it’s supposed to double every 48 hours . So long story short my hcg levels stopped progressing and kept dropping slowly as day went by an it was just the saddest thing to hear I cried that day so much . 2 weeks later I started bleeding heavy I was just shocked I never had a miscarriage before ever an for me to be going through it was just scary feeling for me . Doctors later on confirmed that I misccarried and that I passed the baby normally at home . That wasn’t a news I wanted to hear I just felt like fighting someone . But I calmed down and I said to myself that baby #3 was an angle sent from above and that I will one day meet him/her . After all I have 2 amazing boys at home in Sha Allah ( god willing ) I will be blessed with another baby again . As I’m writing this after the miscarriage I’ve been feeling the same symptoms that I had with baby #3 I don’t want to take a pregnancy test just yet again an my period is late but I’ll definitely keep an eye on myself of course . Thank you all for taking the time to read about my story . Miscarriages can happen to anyone of us . I pray that you guys are blessed with healthy babies and a healthy pregnancy as well followed by a safe delivery 👏🙏🏼❤️