Today I was very anxious, excited and apprehensive because hubby and I had our first appointment with the fertility specialist. First I was ticked off because the doctor wasn’t very supportive she kept saying we were so young and making very unprofessional personal opinions which made me really upset. Then I noticed that out of nowhere my menstrual cycles started becoming irregular and I do not know why and that’s why we’ve been having a hard time trying to conceive. I feel really bad because I want to give him his baby that he’s been asking for but I honestly just don’t know what’s wrong with me. It sucks to know that I am the cause of all of this. I’m currently looking into another fertility specialist, I don’t feel like she was professional enough and I don’t feel like she took us seriously and aside from that the ending result and how I’m left feeling is just really crappy and that sucks.